when you know something doesnt fit in the fridge but you force the door shut and let it fall out on someone else
Everything makes me want to kill myself.
The joy in peoples eyes reminds me of the joy I will never have.
The chirp in birds songs reminds me of how I will never be chirpy.
The determination in a lions eye reminds me of how undetermined and lazy I am.
The smell of the flowers reminds me of how no one will ever think I smell of flowers.
The conversation surrounding me makes me feel empty.
I just want to kill myself.